I never thought of this as mixed episode. I'm just so sensitive and fragile right now.
I'm lucky to have a really strong immune system, so even when I'm really pushing myself, I don't often get physically sick.
There are a few friends I feel are deserting me at the moment. The one has huge issues in her own life and I've done my best to support her, but right now I need someone too.
The other just hasn't replied to my messages. I'm really having to control myself to not bombard them with messages.
I'm also not truely alone - I live with my bf. But that's another story. Right now I wish I could go home, take a sleeping tablet to sleep, and wake up in the AM again

Thanks for answering this thread - my recent threads have also not received many replies, which doesn't help but make me feel like all I do is moan.