Even though I'm a schizophrenic I can't completely understand because I've had little amount of people insult me and so on. The most I've had is people call me psycho. I do though understand your loneliness. I've been a schizophrenic for 5 years and I've only really met one schizophrenic. I really don't have that one person to lean on. No one understands and they just make jokes about it or make unwitty comments. I always ask myself why I have to deal with this **** for the rest of my life.