Oddly enough being told "it sounds like you have BPD" has lightened my load greatly! Talk about a light-bulb moment!! When I started to investigate what the heck it actually is.. I actually sat back in my chair and said "OMG THAT'S ME!! I do that!!" I honestly couldn't believe it.

I am just starting out on this very strange journey.. feeling alot like Alice in Wonderland actually, so please bear with me. So much info, so many places to start!

Thanks for your patience

Sway