Hey Dazed have been right where you bare before and not that long ago my MD perscribed some meds for me and they do take awhile to work but just coming on here and posting and reading other peoples posts real helped me to know that I am not alone even though I still feel that way alot I just come on here and read and it seems to help just keep coming here and talk to the people here and hopefully it will help you atleast till you can get in to a therapist. alot of times people around you there might not understand what your going through and actually make things worse thats what happened to me thank goodness for this board and the fine people on here I hope you are doing better now and just try and hang in there and take 1 day at a time . hope to talk to you again George