Hi Whimsy,

No I have never taken an antidepresent or anything like that before. Today was the first time I have ever talked to anyone about how I was feeling . She said that given my current state that she wanted me to see a psychiatrist becuase antidepresents can make you feel worse. Which I also don't understand? I told her that I was thinking a lot about the big S and she said that I need to go to the ER but I don't undertand why?? I do understand that it can take awhile for the meds to kick in but atleast it's something.

I guess it will be on her if something happens and I tried to reach out.

-dazed