Morning DE -

Your opinion is very much valued - especially for us... And yes, I do find it very humourous the majority of the time - especially whenever I am 'normal' (LOL) and reflect upon past actions. At least I can laugh about it instead of dwell upon it..

I suppose I should have mentioned my other meds due to you stating I should be on them. I'm currently on Seroquel, Depakote ER, Paxil CR, Lexapro, and Xanax. My wonderful P-doc recently alleged I did not return 4 phone calls (end of June), and REFUSED to give me any of my meds when I showed up for the appointment. I had my partner and my "mother-in-law", for lack of 'recognition' due to my relationship, with me, and they BOTH voiced very very loudly that not ONE phone call came in from this office from ANYONE on the preceding days of the week.

I went FIVE DAYS without ANY of these meds - and we all know what this does to a person......

This is one of the reasons why I hopped back on here after being 'AWOL' for a while - it sent me into one HELL of an episode - even rapid-cycling - and took 3 weeks to stabalize me. In case you're asking, after they saw waht it did to me, they reported her to the State Med. Board; they even requested the phone co. to print out EVERY phone call received here (which cost them $25.00), and sent those records in to back up that NO ONE called here. What a shame eh?

Now, since she was turned in, I found a far better place to go (blessig in disguise maybe?), they already have treated me MUCH better than that 'chop shop' did, but I'm going to end up w/out my meds again since A) Can't afford to purchase them, B) I am on the State-sponsored psych/med program, C) Everything but the Xanax was dispensed at the office, D) Can't see the new P-Doc until 16 Aug, and E) Old P-Doc won't as much as send my chart/records over so the new doc can do soemthing for me before then.

Guess I have to try and sweet-talk my regular doc. to somehow get me a 'stash' to hold me over. Either that or we can add this next 'battle' to the complaint that they are refusing to send my records and they are forcing me off my meds... I guarantee I'll end up hospitalized this time over it.

Thanks for all your input - I do appreciate it and hope the best for you as well
Niko