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well,
I had my T appt this morning.
I had written a poem last time about stuff that was going on and telling of the support, direction, and guidence that I needed.
(see my poem at my other post)
I had read it to her at the last appt: and i asked that she keep and read it agn. She said we would dicuss it at our next session.
Today, I asked her if she had read it,
She just said, yes, i looked it over.
She never mentioned about it again.
Not even any feedback or comment.
So i talked about the past 2 weeks, what was going on emotionally, ect,..
i then wanted to hand her the above post that i copied and printed, in the intention of her prbly reading it later, and talking about it at my next appt.
She would not accept it, and that i would talk about it when i was ready.
i told her that I had handed her a note 3 months back that said my mother had died. It was difficult for me to blurt that out then, as she had just passed 3 days earlier.
I kept on telling her why i wanted her to take and read my letter (post) but no go. I told her how deep this problem hurts me and I needed to talk about it, and i told her i had never mentioned this problem to her b4. She does not know about this SI as i didnt mention.
also, she was late at least 15 minutes making me w8 in the w8ing room again.
this all being said, at the end of the session I signed my form for the session, and i walked out the door not looking back and told her, "have a good day", harshly spoken, as i swung open the door forcefully and walked out.
I am hurt and angry.
I'd rather feel angry, as it goes away quicker than the hurt.
She had handed me a card for the nxt appt, but I QUIT!
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