I'm still torn. If I could get my mania under control, or at least form more healthy ways of channelling my energy, I wouldn't really mind. THAT'S the dangerous **** for me. Having the energy & motivation to give a **** long enough to fulfill my desires. So, I suppose I'll figure that out once I feel out the situation. I'm torn about the ego thing... Not sure if it would be helpful or problematic to have another strong personality, sure of themselves, to bounce off of. *shrug* I'll find out when I get there! I'm not even a bit anxious anymore, really. That was just the over-stimulation creating massive anxieties. I'm doing the same **** but I no longer feel like I'm a threat to my security or wellbeing. ****ing bipolar, lol. "Rollercoaster" barely covers it.