Hankster, yes I think it is because they get scared of me, lol (or shocked). I always tell them in advance "if I have the urge to get violent I will just walk out, I don't want to hit a person or cause damage!" and they are ok with that. But when it actually happens I must look really scary or something because I can see fear in their eyes. It depends from T to T as to who is scared and who isn't.

For example, The T i had who had 30 years experience was a little shocked at first but she wasn't particularly scared. You could tell she had seen worse in her time. But in comparison, the T I had last year who looked like she was fresh out of uni... ohh she was very scared, lol.

This T i have now seems to be able to handle it ok. She is younger than me but she doesn't get very shocked, and I think this is one of the reasons I want to keep seeing her. Cuz I know I have to work on the anger!! She is very good, the T I have now.She knows its not a good idea to talk to me when I'm like that but she said we will work up to that. That sounds good to me!