It is tough, people always start accommodating me and giving me special treatment, which makes me try less hard - leading to my eventual replacement/dismissal.

I can't play games with people, laugh about how drunken the weekend was, about "that ***** next door". It feels like I always end up making everyone else worry about what I'm thinking about.

Everyone makes special allowances for me, no-matter where I go. It seems like the world is in my favour all the time - just makes depression and poor mental health all the more frustrating, I should be over the moon about everything!

Not forcing understanding bosses to replace me because of my inability to exist meaningfully.