Once you have one though, life gets a little bit better (not a rented one, I mean a proper one).

In fact sometimes I wonder if I don't love my friend more than anyone else - she knows what I'm going through, we have had similar experiences. She's a little younger than me - but everything about us works. (Heck I'd marry her just for the future security, were we both single and she'd have me).

Reminds me of life before romantic interests took over. Sigh.