Thank you hamster, I have been able to maintain a better weight, all the activity makes me hungry, annnd I gained muscle! And I am also liking it. Sometimes it's still hard and I'll still freak out if I think my legs are getting bigger or something. It's nice not to have my rib cage sticking out anymore, my boyfriend has finally convinced me that even tho my pants size went up it was good, because it meant I had a bum. Haha ok I still can twist all his words into " oh so before I looked bad?" I'm working on it tho.

Thanks for saying I don't need a *job*, hehe I'm still pondering, with clothing on you can't see whats truly going on there... I got these cool silicone inserts that you can put in your bikini, there my secret is out! But I'm still not sure, If it went badly then what? Ohh then I'd be real sorry I did that. So i'll just keep pondering.