Most of the worst things that have happened to me are because I am female. I hate being female.

Fears:

No fears in the present. This is about past things. I think no one notices me anyway and I'm not at risk, I'm too old to interest anyone. Am I here taking care of Mom because as the girl it's my job? I really don't want to give up this last time there is with her. She's not the person she was when I was little.