razeljenny, aren't our feelings just the wormyiest, wiggliest, most uncontrolable little lightening strikes ever????

we all want to connect and feel in the love flow with others...
feelings are so amorphous and dependant on so many other factors... space, time and place being only the tip of the iceburg.

The double messege thing is a booger to deal with. . . I like you, I am attracted, I'm not attracted, I ....... sounds kinda ungrounded. Are you taking time with yourself to be quiet and breath and clear your thoughts? Until you're clear with yourself and get your boundaries up and running, how could you be consistant and clear with others? Can't. Gotcher work cut out for yerself ain'tcha? Welcome to the club. Hang in there. It gets better.