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Old Aug 23, 2012, 11:07 PM
Kristiemarie Kristiemarie is offline
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...my illness caused me to lose my job.

Yes, I still think it was bullpoopie but the more I learn, the more I see myself and the things I did (or didn't do). I justified the bad with blame on others "out to get me". Maybe they were, maybe they werent. I had times when I'd suddenly need to revamp my routine, my processes. Make things more efficient. Andi thought things would be better but I'm starting to believe that only made me appear less reliable and effective.

I can never be sure why things went south for me there after 7 years but the more I try to tell myself it was wrong of them to fire me, the more I see that maybe they were right.

What a crappy feeling.
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