I was just in the hospital again. This is my 6 time this year. I feel really guilty about it and I feel stupid that I had to go. I was hearing from a part of me and he was telling me some not so great things. So that is why I decided to go. But I know that there are things that triggered that.
My aunt was pressuring me to tell her about what happened to me and well I wasn't ready. Besides that my friend who hadn't answered the phone for 4 weeks, well wasn't so nice to me. I went to her house and was upset, I was there for 3 minutes.
So I guess that was my experience. Sorry for sharing but I wanted to just get it out.