My life is unbalanced...I have a "routine" during the work week and then I run errands, clean, do laundry on the weekend. I really dont have anything fun or interesting to do on my days off. I haven't been on a real vacation in over 5 years. I cant think of anything I would like to do ... anything that seems interesting or to look forward to. I have done all of it. Being alone does not help. I do believe lack of finances for t/e is what holds me back. *sigh*...that and my complete lack of interest in what most consider around here, a "life". Beach, bars, boating...not for me. I dont know if it is depression or "oldage" This "new normal" and acceptance of "what is" is for the birds.