Rainbowzz, you and Rap and Rhaps and Septembermorn, and Poetrylover, and Bunny are so cool as friends. We are together in this and it is just as real as ever. I listened to the Matchbox 20 link and love that song also. By the way, it is cool to be the way we are. Stuff keeps happening. Changes the world is turning turning, Love Razeljenny, I enjoyed your post, thankyou for it You said: Relationships are funny things, both friendly and love based. I often wonder is this what I really want only to feel at one moment, that it absolutely is.. and then in another feel like I am derailing on a different path. I know that I need to trust in what is coming - I am obviously in this place and position to learn something. Maybe I shot too high. Maybe I shot too low.
I am just there myself, with that thought and I agree with you. Yesterday. I was somewhere else in a room full of friends, that were enjoying me, "My mind was remembering "Him from my last love relationship'" I was sucked in that time wharp. My feet began to get a personality of their own. My arms became tree trunks that grew roots that embedded the linoleum floor. The communication going on in my room of friends instead changed into one March day weather bluster. It just felt like a windy day where I was standing without my coat. Than I blinked back into such a feeling as a tree. than I heard Gerideline speaking, saying "Razel, want to go to the bathroom with me?" So I forced myself to become a "people," yet at that moment I really WAS A TREE!

Gee me a poetic Razel today sweets Rain! Hope you don't mind me minny blog me self.