I know how you feel about having someone to be with. I did not find my someone untill I was 42 We have been to gether now since 1990 I helped to aise her two youngest. We both went to college during that time. the youngest daugther just graduated colleege and Is starting monday at a hospital. the youngest boy just sold a house and went to Hawii for a while the oldest son also graduated college. I jsut had to wait untill I found my life.