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hillbunnyb said:
razeljenny, aren't our feelings just the wormyiest, wiggliest, most uncontrolable little lightening strikes ever????

we all want to connect and feel in the love flow with others...
feelings are so amorphous and dependant on so many other factors... space, time and place being only the tip of the iceburg.

The double messege thing is a booger to deal with. . . I like you, I am attracted, I'm not attracted, I ....... sounds kinda ungrounded. Are you taking time with yourself to be quiet and breath and clear your thoughts? Until you're clear with yourself and get your boundaries up and running, how could you be consistant and clear with others? Can't. Gotcher work cut out for yerself ain'tcha? Welcome to the club. Hang in there. It gets better.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> I can. I can sit with myself. It gets better. I can. I can I can I can I can I am able to be strong, not only to be strong but beautiful, great, couragous, fearless, inquisitive, inventive, a creater, a designer, the sun comming up and the sun going down, I have the energy to complete anything i start and to start anything i want, to end anything anytime and to design bright bold stuff and to change stuff to add light, to add dark, to add gray and to breathe and as long as i breath i am able to do it. even beyound that i can i can i can i can be i am me and that's good today ok