I found a great link on borderline here it is:
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/bor...sorder/DS00442

I do confide in some of these traits say maybe 8 out of 9 here they are:
-fears of being abandoned
-feelings of emptiness
-insecurity
-paranoia
-mood swings
-impulsive/self destructive acts
-unstable self image
-pattern of unstable relationships

Okay that is what I have. My doc says I'm BPD. This link was very good.

Let me rephrase this
My symptoms:
-I cut myself last time was on Wednesday night
-Can't keep friends, cam make them but can't keep them
-Feel that I am defected or ugly
-Egotistical
-Need all the attention
-Think people are talking about me or making fun of me
-Can't keep a bf
-Think in extremes, either I like you or I hate you