No,you aren't being silly, and yes, there are reasons for your depression. Maybe you don't realize them right now, but depression doesn't happen for "no reason". You just can't see them maybe?

Sometimes, after the emergency of a life situtation is over, ppl crash. They are good during the situation, but once they aren't needed to be top notch, it begins to cave in on them. Are you like that?

Or perhaps you might, inside, feel like you don't deserve all this good life happening?

Is depression a side effect of topamax or one of the other meds? Don't put off discussing and medicating for this depression, the sooner you catch it, the sooner you should be able to feel better.

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