saw my t yesturday it went really well and i felt great after but today everything, all my feelings and emotions are back to square one. im starting to think that ill never get better. my mom HATES me, this time i know she does forsure, she will favor my sister in everyway possible, everything has to revolve around my sister, shes the prettier one, she gets the car whenever she wants, my mom will tell her how pretty she looks then im just there i cant even remember the last time someone complimented me. i feel like im not even there. my dad didnt even call me on my birthday but he bought my sister presents and took her out for dinner. somtimes i think if i just killed myself if anyone would even notice