I appreciate you both supporting me. It is so nice to have good people to talk to that understand what it "feels" like when triggered or having a bad day. IRL, my T has been away and my husband often says the "just" things that I keep telling him not to say because it just makes it more frustrating.

Seeing the video was scary but very validating too, because it isn't just "me" saying how hard it is to work through this.

It reminds me of when I suffered for so long with endometriosis and I kept going to the OBGYN who kept telling me that I must be getting cysts and there was nothing that could be done. Every month for years I would get a bad attack and no one would believe how dibilitating it really was. Then to see it on a screen and my family was there too, so they could see I wasn't kidding around, was so empowering, yet I was angry about how even with that, "oh just get over it" crap.

And then ofcourse when I was so ill with appendacitus that went into peritonitus, and the ambulance crew yelled at me when I was moaning in pain. I was dieing inside.
Ugh. Seriously, I am lucky to be here.

Oh, well, don't mean to get into all that.

But, thank you so much for being supportive.

(((Big Thankful Hugs)))
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