Im new here but im unsure of where to go or who to talk to and i really need some help.
Iv been feeling pretty unwell for a few weeks now and over the past week or so everything has got out of control, its all new to me and im pretty scared. Iv had bipolar for years but iv never experienced anything like this before.
Iv become so paranoid i can hardly leave the house. I think all my family are talking about me and hate me which is why they have stopped talking to me, its like there against me. Few nights ago i had the worst experience... i started hearing voices, as if they were next to me whispering and i was seeing things moving around, like something running so quick it was hard to focus on, i believe that theres something living in my house, watching me! For some reason i got it in my mind that theres an alien invasion and that is what is living in my house, im terrified to sleep. Iv become obsessed with researching aliens, getting as much info as i can incase what i think is real. I feel like iv lost control. Im so scared, im unsure what is real and what isnt. What is happening to me? What is this?

I have an appointment to see GP in a few days to talk about this but i really needed to talk about it before then.