I isolate because it surrounds me with no negative talk but my own. being out among others always makes one want to fake it and deep down you are dying. I know the feelings and battle them daily. I just have to make myself perform neessary duties outside the home nad then I am ok. being alone can be so lonely one looses hope and I do not wish that for you. using PC keeps you from isolating because you are reacting to others so keep posting and join the chat rooms. take a stand for your life.