If you need someone to listen to you, you can post on these forums. I'm positive that most people here will be receptive to what you have to say.

I'm not sure how much this would help, but for what it's worth, I'd be more than willing to listen to you if you felt like talking. I'm a new member here, so I won't blame you at all if you choose not to talk.

I hope you feel better and happier soon.