Hi guys. For those of you that don't know, I've been in a horrible relationship for the past 5 years. This guy has been emotionally and (rarely) physically abusive, has cheated and lied, and generally awful towards me a great deal of the time.

I posted on here a few months ago, and received a lot of encouragement to stop talking to him.

I have tried so much, but it seems like I can't. I know I should, but I can't.

I have lost so much of myself and gained so little from this relationship.

What do I do exactly? I've tried therapy, talking with friends and family, and yet I keep going back?

This has me pretty convinced that I'm completely insane.