Okay, so recently I've been thinking I have BPD.
I've got some pretty out there reasons for diagnosing myself too.

1) Childhood sexual abuse by my father
2) Promiscuity
3) Habitually Lying to people: I'm continuing to date my ex, date a new guy, and have slept with 3 other guys since my new relationship started, basically because I couldn't say no.
4) Crying a lot
5) Feeling removed
6) Formerly bulimic, and I still have huge issues with my self esteem. I would still puke if I hadn't messed up my esophagus from it.
7) Fear of being alone
8) I can't function
9)Suicidal thoughts

I don't understand. I'd like to think that I'm a good person, yet I do all of these ****** things and NO ONE knows. I constantly lie to cover up everything and at times I also find myself lying about minor details that do not matter.

I think I am a psychopath.