Awww Indie, I totally understand body issues and any word having to do with the body. I'm an overweight girl, and have struggled with my weight since I was a teenager, and I'm 39 now. I like this quote, "I'm not fat. It's just my awesomeness swelling up in side of me."

You said, "my body", is it putting "my" in the same sentence as "body" the thing that is difficult for you? I ask this because part of what I struggle with is being able to say "my" with some of the words, because I feel so shameful about referring to myself in the context of those words.