I was doing so good. I didn't cut for a really long time. The today I had a horrible day that just triggered everything again. I couldn't handle it this time and I needed to do something so I cut. It felt so good and so wrong. I am so dissapointed in myself. I wish I were stronger but I am not. I thought I was over this but I did it. I am so stupid. I can't beleive I did it again. I feel like everything I worked for was just ruined. It didn't solve anything either. I still feel the same way I did before but now I have burning feeling in the spot I did it. I just want my problem to go away!