Sorry candybear.. I wasn't one who read and didn't reply...just saw it my bad.
I think we all knew how you were, DocJohn posted and we were all praying for you here. I think you mentioned the levels in another post, but maybe it didn't really hit home till now?
I agree with sept... work on taking good care of yourself now...and hopefully you can prevent becoming so ill.

yeah one of the ways my T supports me is to remind me that people with chronic pain have a REASON to be depressed