Hello dahliaflower12,

I am sorry for your loss. Your life sounds almost exactly the same as mine. I am a 22 yr old male and I have been deeply depressed for most of my life. I do have the thing where you feel so tired all the time, and yes, I can sleep for an entire day and wake up and be tired again. I do have a job currently, but I can barely work it. Depression takes everything from us, and will eventually take our lives, I'm getting there.

God, I feel trapped just like you, and I am SO sorry. Please, listen. Things will not get better unless you find the problem, and solve it. For me, I know exactly what my problem is, but I see no possible solution. Maybe for you there can be a solution.

While I am not much of a person who cries, I feel the sorrow every day. I have no will to live, I do not know why I continue to get up and night, go to work and come back. I am sorry you feel the way you do, like you lost a part of your life. I feel like I lost my youth as well, and that my life is as good as over. I hated my school days, they were nothing but pain.

I am sorry, I don't know all of the answers. I wonder these questions every day. However, there is a reason for everything. Maybe I can help you identify your problems? You can pm me any time.