Alright, all y'all (but mostly Deathlyones), you should hear me out. Please, try to understand, I am telling you the honest truth. A "terrible person" only exists in the form of an idea in a person's mind. There is a reason and explanation for everything. You have been convinced in your mind that you are this "terrible person" because someone else told you that you were this thing. IT IS A LIE. People only know what they are told, therefore, if you don't listen to them, it is NOT true. And you don't have to listen to them. THERE IS NOTHING "WRONG" WITH YOU. There are reasons for why you act the way you do, say the things you say, and everything else. Every thought that is generated in our minds is there because of something that has happened previously that caused us to think that thought. So stop thinking negatively, because you will never feel happiness if you do.

Now, I am a hypocrite, I am a very negative person, but I just told you in words the truth. Even while knowing this, I still cannot make myself think positively. But maybe you can.