Well since i was about 13 everything seemed to have been the same and iv gotten use to it. The ups and downs and general moodiness, it goes pretty quick sometimes. I could be depressed for days, weeks then in the blink of an eye im the exact opposite. I was diagnosed with bipolar about 4-5 years ago. Nothing has ever changed until now, with the symptoms iv described. I dont really understand why everything has suddenly got this bad. However i was speaking to one person about this who works in the whole psychology area and the early signs of schizophrenia/schizoaffective was mentioned?? Hopefully i'll get some answers soon. Posting here and receiving replies has helped me, thankyou i appriciate it