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Aug 25, 2012, 01:59 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,275
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Hey Bipolariac,
I can be risky while off meds. I am reknown for my superhero abilities.... I am invisible  , Hypersexuality, Unsafe crossing roads (SuperHero powers make me do that), Self medicating with alcohol and probably a lot more things lol! I know everyone Support Workers, Friends, Family, GP, Psychiatrist and CPN will all say meds are the best way. I am researching as we speak the pro's and con's of taking meds and not taking meds. I know a woman who has Bipolar who is not medicated but she says it's took years to get her stable off meds. But I think with the right support I can be ok?
I will probably go back on my meds, cave in, cave in under the pressure of the medical professionals as they know more than me in some ways. I can't really live much longer with the sever headaches and upset stomach's I have been having with my anxiety levels being sky-high.
Hamster-Bamster... I have been sitting in my room all day staring at the walls, crying, thinking what to do. Thought about self harming.... however I didn't get that far phew!! Although I did hit my head with a tennis racquet a few times stopped the headache for a wee while. Have managed to read a chapter of my book and made a roast dinner. How is it that everyone else see's the mania bar me..... I am obviously not completely clueless and I see a wee bit but a wee bit is fun right?
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