Hi Jayda, hope ya safe and well (i know its confusing) as can be.

I'm 30,diagnosed at 28. (ps added ya as friend if wanna talk im from uk) could speak tya.

I always knew something was wrong with me hun, and its a diagnosis health care sometimes doesnt recognise or is scared of

its not your fault i think we care too much which is why we are actually so flitting in our feelings black/white i know! love/hate, depression/elation

please get speak to professionals and get a good psychiatrist/psychologist.

remember you are special and it sounds bpd but could be other probs.x

all my love