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Originally Posted by perniciousfirefly
Hi Jayda, hope ya safe and well (i know its confusing) as can be.
I'm 30,diagnosed at 28. (ps added ya as friend if wanna talk im from uk) could speak tya.
I always knew something was wrong with me hun, and its a diagnosis health care sometimes doesnt recognise or is scared of
its not your fault i think we care too much which is why we are actually so flitting in our feelings black/white i know! love/hate, depression/elation
please get speak to professionals and get a good psychiatrist/psychologist.
remember you are special and it sounds bpd but could be other probs.x
all my love
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Thanks
I accepted your request, would be great to speak some time.
I am definately at some point very soon going to go speak to my gp about it and then maybe he/she can point me in the right direction.
But everytime I think about it I get stupidly scared and begin to panic lol
I'm scared they will put me on meds and that is something I really really don't want. My Mom has seen a psychiatrist and been in and out of mental hospitals ever since I was 5. (she has paranoid schizophrenia)
I'm now 21 and she has been on antidepressants and other meds all that time and I really feel like they just stopped her brain from functioning properly. Meds just scare me.
But on the other hand having someone to talk to who understands what I am going through and having some kind of therapy to give me some relief and learn how to manage my behaviour and emotions would be good for me. Sorry. Waffling again haha
I WILL go to the docs! lol
Thanks for the friendship
hope to talk sometime xx