i know the meds are meant to help with anxiety and sleep and all that. im just concerned about the side effects. i see my therapist tomorrow morning. ill be talking to her about it. she said shed find out everything she can about it. so hopefully we can make a decision based on what we both know about it. i finished the letter i was writing to her as well. it explains about my thoughts, feelings and fears. she says she likes my letters and that they help her so ill give that to her tomorrow as well. i hope i dont feel like this too much longer. its becoming unbearable. but my letter explains that. thanks again for youelr reply open eyes.

(((open eyes)))