So I was just sitting here thinking about last year and wonder if anyone else ever expierenced this and look back on it and find it odd.
Last year I had the mother of all episodes with psychosis. During the psychosis, I remember not feeling one emotion. I remember thinking I should be feeling a certain way but I could never actually feel it. I just remember being paranoid and wanting to escape but not having anywhere to escape to. I never shed one tear, never felt happy, mad, sad, glad, angry, etc. nothing.....but before and after was endless tears and anxiety....
i just wonder how that is possible to have absolutly no emotion for more than a week.....
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