Thanks Sky for this thread.

Not doing well........ batteling the inside that says.... this(the forum upset) is ALL my fault.

Maybe *I* shouldn't convey to anyone when something is upsetting-- something that brings that --"shock to the heart" feeling. Kept such feelings inside for most of my life... maybe keeping it in for the remainder of my life would be better for the rest of humanity.

I hope you are feeling better today Sky.

To all that aren't feeling "ok"--

mandy