Thank you for reminding me I'm not alone. The crisis line called me back and we made another plan for me to call them when I get home from work in the morning. I am still so depressed and crying constantly. Luckily my job doesn't entail being around the public or other people (except my one coworker). I'm scared about the next few days when I'm not at work--no structure. Sure I have my therapist who I will call Monday, but the hole I feel in my heart is so huge I don't know what to fill it with or how I'll survive. If I don't make sense on here or ramble on it's because my mind is going a mile a minute. I still want to die.