Hi Pyeah,

I can see why it can be so hard because it isn't something that you can keep private. If it helps to know others have their own things too, maybe not as visable.
I have a friend who also blushes a lot, and I find it to be adorable. It makes her unique and special and I love it about her.
My T also blushes, and it is cute, I believe. If you were my friend I would honor your specialness. But I am not in your shoes, so maybe I see it differently. I just wanted to let you know some people like me see it as a enduring quality to have.