I am dealing with so much anxiety on a daily basis it is affecting my daily life and my relationship with my husband. I get frozen and can't get past it. Since I took this new position at work and have a feeling of impending doom that we are going to lose everything. We had to relocate for this new position. I also have bipolar disorder and am in a depressive state after getting us in bigger debt. I feel so bad and the weight of the world is on my shoulders and wish everything could go back to the way it was. We have no savings. If I fail we lose everything. My husband says I'm perfect for the job and my boss says I'm doing a good job but I am mortified with fear. Im not sleeping well I'm not interacting with my husband well it just sucks right now. I don't know what to do.
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