it's killing me. when i came back online, i told KD that everything was so serene and we had grown........

now, i'm avoiding threads and trying to come up with a solution.and i've played a part in some of the upset because i get so frustrated and then my mouth takes over. i want PC back to neutral support ground.

and i'm emotionally drained and a solution did just come to me and i posted about it. i pray that we can set these upsets aside and continue on. i can't go on like this. xoxox pat