I feel like nothing is real, but when I keep my mind off it, it goes away, and whenever I get OCD thoughts, I usually don't feel scared.i was reading about psychotic disorders and I got scared, will I have one? I sometimes feel like nothing is real and feel like suicide to get out of it. Whenever I'm anxious I get very tired, or when I wake up I mostly feel nothing is real, but the feeling usually passed unless it randomly comes or I remind myself. I'm scared I have psychosis and it would permanently ruin my life and I won't be able to control myself, anyone help?