Aww, shoot!!!
I'm sorry you have to continue with the Haldol.

It is the worst, I agree when you feel like you cannot trust your own eyes or ears. I always felt after an episode of psychosis that it was kind of like your ego self being shattered and you have to slowly piece it together again, I guess kinda like humpty dumpty, That to me is the worst part. And I actually hope no one relates to that because It's truly awful.
I hope this all ends soon Christina. Its been a long tough year for you. So glad you are trying to keep positive tho, and ohhh have I got a video for you... sort of in frame with the george clooney comment haha.
Keep taking it one day at a time.