Hi! I hope you find a good place where you'll be comfortable and get some help learning how to cope. I just wanted to add something from my recent experience. I had the same issues, depression, anxiety + PTSD and an eating disorder. I went to a 5 week program. When I got there, they said that my insurance would probably cover the first few weeks. As it turned out, they only covered the first three DAYS. I appealed twice and lost twice. The insurance co. said that I needed to have transfered from inpatient hospitalization to residential treatment to get any coverage.
So, be aware in advance, as I wasn't. This mistake cost me $25,000.