I can't even see a therapist cause I have no insurance or money either. The indigent centers are defunct. (might have told you already). I am happy for you that you can look forward to it at least.

Sometimes I still wish I could talk to someone professional, but after all those terrible experiences I had with them, I can't right now, anyway. I am all locked up.

This group is the only place that I too can talk. Esp about bpd and that awful stigma that even pro's have.

And I get scared even to talk here.

Only some unexplained force moves me to.

Billi