Hi Happysomeday

I just saw this thread as I have been isolating and not noticing much from my bed. I hear you. I wish I could reach out and take your hand. I have felt like this so many times...I can't count. At night, I think about the best way to sui** I don't sleep well at night. I do nothing during the day. My T knows all about this but it's gotten somuch more severe in the last few years.
You are very brave. I wouldn't be able to work, but you can. I can't ask for help, but you did. I'm so glad you found us here. I am glad you keep on keeping on....I'm glad you're here. Please keep talking.